March 18th, 2013
9dp 5dt. I took 2 tests, very sensitive ones. Both BFN but this is how they feel when I read them (see profane image below). I'm so disappointed that this FET failed but what can I say or do? I'm left pretty speechless. It is what it is and God is good and I can't question that. Lots of tears, a lot of fear of "what if it never happens," but still crazy enough a small tiny minute size of hope that someday, somehow, I will carry a child.
*Side note, if you are currently in a cycle or waiting for a cycle, please don't let this discourage you. IUI's and IVF and FETs work for SO many women, we just happen to be on a rough streak. Comparing can cause un-needed fear. You are not me, you have your own story, and hopefully, it ends a little quicker than mine.
too funny! i hope its not an indication of any resluts youve gotten! still love keeping up with you while we wait to start stims on easter!
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Hi Ashley! Sadly it is our results, but we will survive :). How exciting to start stims!! Fresh transfers are usually higher than frozen. Easter's just around the corner.
Deleteim so sorry....dont know what to say, because i know words from others arent really comforting....yall are in my prayers <3
DeleteI am so sorry. I can't imagine how difficult this day is. Stay strong and faithful. Someday you will have your miracle.
ReplyDeleteHang in there. Prayers for you!
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