It has been officially over three months since I have ovulated, and I just finished my last round of Provera last night. Although each day feels wasted when I'm not actively taking medicine to ovulate, it was nice to have a small break last month (cycle lasted 2 months with no sign of ovulation on my own). I now find myself going back to the anxiousness of knowing I have to temp, ovulation test, and then try to time sex right with Darren. We are at the point where he as asked me to NOT tell him when I'm ovulating. It's too stressful. He has actually given me permission to "trick" him. I'm just hoping that this dosage works and we can get back on track.
My biggest prayer is a miracle: we get pregnant this month on our own without an IUI (we won't do and IUI till next cycle since this is my first time on this medication).
"In all things it is better to hope than to despair." -Von Goethe
If I have the choice between the two, I choose HOPE.
Darren hates these but I <3 them. I'm HOPING to announce my pregnancy to him with these stickers!
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